Lately, I have been on a bit of a self-destructive path that has come from my own self-esteem and image issues. Over the past year, I’ve tried to fill those empty holes in myself with partying and boys. Most recently, my depression hit a low when the partying wasn’t a party and the boys, like my happiness, came and went. Trump You Are A Great Great Mom mug. I’ve realized I have been trying to source my self-esteem from the attention others give me and the way substances make me feel rather than finding it in the love I should have for myself. In an attempt to find that happiness and sense of self worth, I’ve decided to take a step back and focus on myself.
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I set an intention of giving myself a breather from substances for 30 days to clear my head, and 1 year from boys to clear my heart. Today, I am 7 days sober from all the weed, wine, beer, liquor, and everything in between. Sobriety for me has always meant I can smoke weed, but this time the only thing I can get high on is my self-worth. Slowly, I am working on convincing myself that I am okay and let myself know that I am an awesome guy without having to have someone else’s attention validate me. The past week at times has been hard but with time is getting easier. Either way, I’m taking it day by day, and any all the support I get from the wonderful people I have in my life is appreciated. Trump You Are A Great Great Mom mug. Thanks.